Tommorow...

Tommorow is the Passion youth trip. Yep. I am not super duper excited cuz I am only super excited....yes there is a difference. Anyways I wish it was the middle of the day again do I could be alone to play my guitar....I love playing music because I just get lost in the music, it's like nothing can bother me...I don't know what I am going to do at this camp without getting to play music...oh well. Anyways, today I washed all of my clothes and my brothers clothes for the trip, then I went to the bank to give my parents 155 dollars for my monthly bills, 25 for sarah's gas, 50 for the trip, and 50 for a fathers day present, yes that is a total of 280 dollars!!! anyways after I was at the bank, I went over to help Jordyn (a little girl, not the girl at church) with her guitar so that she can play Love Story for her father on fathers day. Then I ate dinner and came home and some other stupid stuff went down but I don't want to talk about that. Anyways I have been pretty good latley and work hasn't been too bad....IDK What eve! well I think I am done blogging for the night. ttyl

song descibing...

I'm with you by Avril Lavine

I'm standing on a bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but theres no sound

Isn't anyone trying to find me
Won't somebody come take me home

It's a damn cold night
tryin' to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand, take me somwhere new
I don't know who you are but I,
I'm with you, I'm with you

I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anyone here I know?
Cause nothings going right
and everythings a mess
and no one like to be alone

Isn't anyone trying to find me
Won't somebody come take me home

It's a damn cold night
trying to figure out this life
won't you take me by the hand, take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I,
I'm with you, I'm with you

Oh why is everything so confusing
Or maybe I'm just out of my mind

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand, take me somewhere knew
I don't know who you are but I,
I'm with you, I'm with you

Well I think this song is describing exactly what I am going through right now with God and life. When it says, I don't know who you are but I, I'm with you, thats how it is with God right now cuz I don't exactly know him and yet I am still with him. Well I don't know. I guess, a lot of times I feel alone but...I don't know...and the searching for a face, well uhh...I don't really want to explain that one...well mostly cuz I am tired so I am going to go to sleep so ya

F-words all around...

Gosh this sucks...

blah blah blah...

What to do what to do....I am bored and hungry. and thirsty... maybe I will get up off this couch and fulfill my emptiness...

hmm...

Well I haven't blogged in forever! I actually thought I deleted it! well anyways latley I feel like I have been missing something (God) like I am never really into worship...probably because when I really try to worship it just feels like I am singing with my eyes closed and nothing else...well IDK well got to go to bed.
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.