Bam...

Bam...I just got punched by God and Sarah! lol not literally though. Well so again in youth group we sat in a circle and focused on God and try to figure out what he is telling us. Well I didn't share again cuz it was more personal and I still wasn't sure what to think and I was actually getting mad. Well the first time I was in a swimming pool and I was drowning and God's hand was reaching toward me above the water and I would grab a hold of his arm but then I would fall back into the water. Sarah said it meant that the water was the earth and I would grab a hold of God then something would happen on earth or something so I would let go. I thought it meant that I kept doubting God and I thought that it wasn't Gods hand I was holding so I would let go and try again grabbing the same hand hoping for a different result. Then I thought of the song "Amazed" I kept thinking that if God is around me and talking to me but I can't see or hear him then why was amazed by him? Well Sarah said that God is always there and talking to you but you are using your sences so you won't understand unless you use your spirit. Well Ithought that I was "amazed" because even though I am doubting God and not hearing him he is still there and he isn't going anywhere no matter what. Well at the beggining of this I said I was punched by God and Sarah and I say that because God is showing me these images to open my eyes and Sarah helps to tell my what they mean so it is like they punched me in the face. I guess, I just wanted to say that. LOL Well anyways I think it would be really cool if we started a blog that talked about God and how encouraging he is and how great he is and we write something new everyday and we tell people to go to it and they can read it and learn about God without having to go to church and i think it might help alot of people. They can leave comments and questions and I think it would help people who don't feel comfortable enough to go to church. I could write some posts and Sarah could write some! That would be so cool and maybe people would actually come to our church if they felt comfortable enough! That would be awesome.
Sarah you should tell me what you think about the blogger/youth thing!
-Chelsea