Well I haven't blogged in forever! I actually thought I deleted it! well anyways latley I feel like I have been missing something (God) like I am never really into worship...probably because when I really try to worship it just feels like I am singing with my eyes closed and nothing else...well IDK well got to go to bed.
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.
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I can relate to how you are feeling. I had some trouble like that also. It made me mad, that I was not feeling anything and i wasn't really into it. However, I knew i loved worship, i was like you got to be kidding why am i feeling this way. I really think that i gave place to the devil to mess with me. he knew that i loved to worship God and that It was a big part of how i connect to God. So he tried to take it away from me by making think this is dumb, im not a good person, i shouldn't be leading worship, i shouldn't be an example because im not one. he would feed that in my head and i would be like blah when it was worship time at church and i wouldn’t want to worship at home, pray or read my Bible because i thought what’s the point im a screw up anyways, and im not good enough.
ReplyDeleteWell we you know what im not good enough but God is because He sent His Son to go through all of we all go through and died for our sins so we don't have to. So when this happens i know i am letting the devil in and when you let him in he takes all he can to get you away from happiness, joy, peace, love, God. So i know i need to spend more time with God, just like you put in your blog praise, seek, worship, trust, and thank God all the time not matter what is happening in your life. He will guide and lead you. He is all that we need.
I am proud of you to share this. I know you have a desire to follow God and to share Him every where and I think that is so awesome!! We are not prefect but God is and He is our Leader so if we trust Him with everything our vision will come to past!! Keep it up!! I am with you always know that!!
Love ya
Sarah
Wow you write alot...
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